cant believe i chose to believe it.

i know this may sound silly and i still stutter sometimes,
but i want to know your heart still beats for me every second
of the minute and every minute of the hour and every hour of the day.
i may appear this strong shelled but if i really has nothing in my hands to do
to keep me distracted from you, i'll be restless not hearing from you.

silly.
but i'll never believe such things,
until i do see it with my own eyes.
if you've been cheating behind my back,
and i never saw it by myslf.
i'll be glad i didnt and i'll never buy a word.

x
march.