i miss rachel tongoy.

now i'm addicted to facebook.
and i'm listening to UNGU and i can really cry.

i got a job at thebutterfactory, i honestly am not at all excited to work there. mainly because i've been there and i dont like how things work there. but maybe now, since i'm gonna be working there. might be fair enough. 3am means 3am. yeah.. i only have weekends with myslf. and now, i kinda ripped the privilege. i did. i wont have time for anyone. during pretty weekends anymore. because i need the day time for my soulmate and me. raya, end fast. whatever it is you have planned for me, just end it quickly. wednesday, thursday, friday, saturday. and sunday to tues, off. wednesday wont be much of a - "i hate to work today". because it's poptart nights. so i just have to endure thursdays, fridays and saturday crap. =) hope busy nights always goes with the "why,tt was fast!" trust me, i've been to butter. and it's malay populated like fucking hell. :( very sad. i will miss HOMECLUB so dearly. but. let me earn abit. so at least i would have the money to even leave my home. arggggggh. i'm ranting. nonstop. nonstop.

i want to party, fuck.

i miss fridays.
love,
shaa.
xxx