you are finally here.
dreams of seeing the last of robert smiths seems to .. dry up in conversation. iam acting like some dickhead. losing manners, throwing tantrums. placebo thank you.

what if i just dont want to do anything tonight. what if i just want to stay home and do nothing like every night. it's how i feel safe. when you look closely at the complicated human behaviour, you'll come to understand how much more evil than anything else there is. with the nice comes the bad. with the truth/explanation come the lies. lies lies lies. just dont lie. if you just cant stop talking about ppl, it fills up. and when it overflows, you will do everything wrong. everything.

being nice, does not really pay too.