twenty-three.


shaa

twenty-three.
wreckless.

quote.
love is a losing game - amy winehouse.

interests.
music & fashion.

past
title: lose me.
date: Sunday, March 26, 2006
time:1:01:00 am
iam gonna lose me lose you.
-i just didnt enjoyed myslf.
its been twice my saturday is a fuckt one.

i hate so much.
-i dont wanto eat.

nice to see u just now.
are things goin right?
i dont want to end it like this. neways,
i didnt enjoyed myslf.

you're the only one cool.
i only haf to see to your wants.

be with some other who can be makin you happy.
i'll be so ok. town and city is not it. theres a reason to the charged batteries and cams i requested.
i hate food. and why do we haf to go through this again.

-you always think ur right.
and tt the way other ppl is is cooler.
the way other ppl think is better.
the words ppl say are the rightest.

-hey. be happy then.

i dun feel ok because, of the franz ferdinand night, tt he defended you.
it was embarassing. iam sure you might add this. padan muker kau shaa. fuck you la shaa u deserve it . he teaches you better things. i'll make the effort to find company but i dun need them at all. i didnt enjoy myslf. you dun even care. all you care is u. all the time it's u. tt you get your bowling days your east coast days. your moveie days. eveything u want. yeah. great. we'll haf more park days ok. i try.iam sorry iam not sporty iam sorry tt i cant skate. and tt iam no sporty so i dun want to skate i dun even want to try.

iam sorry iam not what you wanted.
iam your failure.

i failed you.
iam sorry tt i ony want to spent time with you.

maybe we never went to the library before.
a diff plc where not many went to like parks and east coast.
maybe if i was born a more adventurous giel o'll meet wat u want.
but sorry.
-game s are not me. just not.
sorry.

-i tot ur an introvert?
-iam sorry iam not sporting. like u always say. sorry.