this post is for adek. she hasnt bugged me for it but sigh, here it goes.
adek, i havent been a happy person since some months ago.i lost some friends and i nou they wont come back nemore. i nou i make you seem so fucken young like this. yes. and on 10th march, ray n me did not get back together. because, i dun think i want to just yet. look at him now. his so, different aredy.i wont be surprise if he too flee like the others. iam still awake. since 7 hours ago. since i turnd on the computer. i think it's 6 hrs . i dun gif a fuck anymore. i just wait la till the fone beeps or something. it wont anymore. but i dunfuckingcare aredy. heck la ok. i got books to read. sometimes i want to say this, tt he dun fuckin matter but i cant cos he does. i dun matter. yes. iam sure he's gona bug me to explain if her reads this, i dun fucking care because i'll just ignore him. and when i am tired, i wont fucking care too. -
i havent had my rest. yes. because i cant.

i hate him very much. let him remember this. i hate him today.
i dun care mr, if you wanna talk abt it. cus iam just gonna ignore you abt it anyway, i dun fucking care. sick of the way you are theses days. ugly.

anyway adek. let him be.

-i dun really like youre new friend.i trust tt she's a minah, and i never liked knowing one. i dun gv no shit to this ppl ok. pls. they really dun get my respect. i duno why, but yah. adek, get me out of the dream iam in. if i dun wake up, hehe, slit my throat!