struck 12.yet 20 h0urs m0re t0 g0. s0 this is the 3 days i haf n0t t0o much 0f news f0r certain y0u.
well the friday y0ur n0t there.much had happend. alm0st like n0thing, tt's why it's t0o much.haha. y0u left. set f0r library, then.. i cudnt get the b0ok i wanted. s0.. i felt used again when yaya wanted t0 meet 0nly when she had nowhere to be at or noone to be with.h0wever tt's 0kay.i nearly n0t went h0me.but i made it h0me.feeling utterly uneasy.i wont wanna be there when ppl feel like they're al0ne anym0re. iam better the next time. because this three days i feel 0kay being al0ne. and 0kay being wanted when needed. emm wrg.it's feel shitty~ i feel 0kay being al0ne and n0t disturbd. cry inside in silence. sigh.g0t h0me tt night. miserable as ever.at 323. i was wide awake. needed a b0ok t0 help. early next m0rning was at gas haus. awaiting for frens to be there. never came either. tt's 0kay.. m0j0 ws there. made al0t 0f stupid sales. threw away al0t 0s0.. damn it. t0o heavy t0 bring ard. so yes..i just chuck chuck. anticipated by wan's arrival with frens. i ran upstairs so i wont be there to sp0il his sh0pping m0od. and s0 i w0nt cry being infr0nt 0f the lad tt hates me m0st t0dae. then s0me guy went fuck the m0ds beside me and hid behind the pillars. straight away.. they left.then came back.then left again. sent some msgs. settled some scores and stood up for frens i knew longer then mojo. but it wasnt m0j0.. iam hafing n0t a very g0od patch with m0j0 n0w bec0s 0f s0me jerk wh0 dared n0t sh0w his face when he sh0uted fuck the m0ds. yes. dead tired. i left the gr0up t0 meet cica up. we hung 0ut.she g0t me a drink ..w0w.paid my m0ney,debts d0ne. n0w.. we're 0n 0kay terms. someone wh0 went f0r 3 days t0t me n0t t0 vent anger and n0t to dendam.so she was nice. i was nice t0o. we cried. yes.. because i told her a lot of things. she told me alot of things.
bef0re twe headed for home. the mods were there. yaya too. i heard al0t abt here talking behind me. yes. but i'll not say here.haha. kids these days. she thinks i want hamdan. look this guy on missing for 3 days is the only love i ever had. your bf is nothing. no money no nothing. sorry. ok. sorry.. bef0re i get carried away like always. let's move on. then rival met rival wen dan met fiz. bitchd in loud voices.then..it was done. yes.. then i went home. on the bus. this drunken indian was alighting at my stop. i didnt alight. luckily the bus driver was kind enough to sent me back to my bustop just now. so sweet. so i g0t home safely. today. i plan to see this lad i havent met for so long. he's near but far away.scrapping dry paint. hah!

i am 0ut t0 where i think i'll be 0kay because ign0rance is just fuckt.