
twenty-three.
wreckless.

title: you're the reason i'm leaving. in sch again like forever and always.grr.. it's n0t nething g0od t0 be in sch.especially when ppl are like eff see y0u kays. 0h and as i was seated at the f0rum, Lin had t0 c0me aby and screamd my name 0ut f0oken l0udly, hey c0ol dude. yeah. emm.. finally made my mind up n0t t0 actually g0 f0r the franz c0ncert.ferstly, c0s the pay tt's in the bank isnt g0nna be en0ugh f0r me thr0ugh the m0nth..imagine the way i splurge.n0 m0re 0n f0od..argh. frustrating. brr brr.. i want a new hairstyle? i really d0.i walk ard sch n0ticing ppl with al0t 0f funky pumped air hair.alaaaa~* i want t0 change my whole outlook infact.t0 s0mething..a little neat. f0r s0me inf0, i've always wanted t0 be like a w0man, but neah~* w0nt w0rk tt way c0s, i dun0 why. i'm r0ugh? l0ud? alah.but i can get quiet quite much. guess i'll stay this rough girl on the outside who's crazily weeping on the inside.
i'm starting to hate alot of things these days.yeah..i've been different.the way i was bef0re? angry..apprehensive n0t c0nfident.n0t energetic like i was since november last yr.it's c0ming back.like y0u kn0w.the sec0ndary 5 days. marah 0ny all the time.i guess i get cranky if i lack rest 0r slp. yup. i guess tt explains laa.it's n0t abt wan y0u idi0t! 0k. and aside fr0m things..ppl includes. like. this jerk. i shall n0t give clues t0 wats0ever he appears s0unds like 0r wtv the fuck. he's basically, getting 0n my thinnin' nerves. argh~ i s0 dun haf the interest at heart f0r big built ppl.alth0ugh i am..but. neah.muscles are a whole lotta crappy and eurgh shit f0r me. you're uglier than my dad and i dun fucking care if you even exist 0r n0t. you perv.chibai. alaah~ why is my pay s0 little.i withdrew 50 yesterday.treatd my family t0 get abit 0f berkat.yes. i h0pe i did. neways.i aredy can feel it finishing n0w..i like pens and colours. hehe.so i just b0ught pens. 5 and a new sharperner which c0st 5.45? yes. i really wanna start drawing.haiyaa..at the end of the day, if i really cant..i'll give it t0 s0me0ne i n0u wh0 can.haha~ yes. 0kay n0w..ferst i think i'll haf to fork out anothr 50 for bills. argh. i plan t0 save my p0cket m0ney..spend lesser t0o. i spend al0t 0n n0thing.i shud wait f0r flea markets again i guess.i shud. n0..n0 sales. is this suppose to mean i'm talkin to myslf? yes i think. -let's c0ntinue. went swimming.hehe. had foldover chicken at Mac. alahaai.. i will get my clarks next m0nth..i haf t0~ save up the whole 100 bux fr0m mummy~!!! i h0pe. 0k. bye. |