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title: every me. hey there.
useless actually. tt iam n0ting this d0wn ryte n0w.tis wk has t0 end s0on.i'm aredy hating it.infact.g0d pls end my h0rrible life s0on.dun make me c0me back t0 live in tis w0nderful w0rld y0u created because s0me0ne as flawed as i am just d0nt deserve t0 be in any blissfulness.tt y0u made me int0 sucha a h0rrible, m0st miserable creature ever existed.tis is ultimately freakish. it's sad tt ppl c0me and get 0ut 0f y0ur life tt easily.wen will i ever learn tt i can't haf thgs my way all d fucking tym? g0d made me selfish.undyingly self-centered.n0t rich, pr0ud and anythng bt humble and beautiful. i'm glad. thankful, grateful.he made me cr0ss my path in life with tis lad iam afraid t0 say i remember his still. s0meh0w, we g0t very cl0se..tt till t0day, the str0ng feeling f0r him still lingers.it d0esnt suck. but i feel t0rtured.i kn0w very well tt he w0nt ever want me in his life anym0re but i badly can erase the mem0ries.s0meh0w h0w c0s i pr0mised..s0meh0w he did make it feel alive. i want him t0 stay.why d0es he wanna leave me like this? tt's the end 0f the st0ry n0w, if anything c0mes up abt tt, it shall be t0ld here. i want rayza t0 n0u tt it's never been easy t0 let g0 and h0ld 0n at the same time.tt it's n0t funny he makes fun 0f me abt it. tt it hurts al0t when we fight 0ver this.it's never been t0o g0od a thing t0 talk abt. it's easy c0s, y0u're n0t me. caught tr0y yesterday..i mean nyte. with hana and shuk0r t0o. rayza was there.it was a g0od g0od sh0w.haha..0h yeah.an0ther higlight.i met every0ne 0f the pinh0les this week.well n0t exactly.bumped int0 east.but cant say hie.int0 m0dj0..and we shared al0t.abt n0thing.tt assh0le.. emm.madir's always fucking ad0rable. but s0meh0w..yeah.i'm just a fan. 0kay s0 yesterday, i fuckin ate a wh0le l0t. i wanna l0se weight.shed all this fuckin shit.then die 0s0 if i haf t0.haha.but i just cant st0p eating. n0thing much at sch n0w.just fucking b0ring things t0 d0..y0u cant d0 alm0st al0t 0f shits here..yet virus here and there.where the fuck is my nan0! they must call me up real quick 0kay..i'm getting impatient.it's 0nly 18 t0day, my pay w0nt be d0ne yet till 25th.y0uch.7 days.a wk.then, i wanna get my clarks.i haf t0~ haha. just fuck 0ff. |